starting this up again.. maybe

i started this blog back in the days of "mama bear." you know, way back in the days of last year when my life was absorbed by spandex.. oh wait, it still is (yay bikes and crossfit)! i mean last year when i was consumed by triathlons and the team. i did a lot. i wrote packing lists and coordinated events and made sure that everyone knew about this or that and had a ride to this place and on and on and on. and i burnt out. i have a tendency to do that. get so involved in one aspect of my life and do everything for those people that the rest takes a back seat, including things that need to be done for myself. well, this school year i decided it was time to take a break from being "mama bear." that's not to say that i don't care about other people or do things for other people right now but i'm definitely focusing more on myself and what i need to get done.. which is mainly the MCAT. these next two months are going to be tough. a lot of studying. a lot of saying no to hanging out with friends. a lot of me time with the books. but it will be worth it when all is said and done.

"you play the victim and i'll be the bad guy"

decisions had to be made. people were let down. i hope that people trust us and who we chose. it wasn't based on popularity. i try to be logical but often my heart takes over. i don't think that it lead me wrong.

Because I can't remember last week

I created a blog to keep track of my way-too-busy life. I'm sure that ten years from now I'll want to know what I was doing March 8th, 2009 :)

It is a Sunday evening and both my roommates are home.. crazy. Maddie, Rachel, Mike and Kevin are over and we are playing with Gatorade cups.

OMG my blog sucks!! May be it'll get better.

The brother came over and gave me a watch with cool triathlon dudes at the top. It's always cool to chill with him since I never get to see the kid.